Just a 21yr old College student
(Currently serving in the Army)
I Am I, Not You, I Am My Music, My Clothes, My Philosophies, My Appearance And My Mind, Fuck Your Expectations Of Me, I Cant Explain Why, But Im Tired Of Myself, and this blog try's to capture the struggle of just a Manly view of the world which has been deemed to uncivilized to do NO Perverts here i just really love and worship the ground WOMEN walk on
Its funny last day in the States..and i feel the most comfortable spending it on Tumblr!…Go figure. There’s so much I really want to Say that I just feel like Screaming So much wrong , Heartbreak, Injustice, cruelty, Betrayal…and yet God helps me avoid it all and see the Sunshine behind the cloud. Im Hurting and Afraid of this new chapter in my life..I miss the one i once called my wife but I know i can never allow myself to return back to her! so..I stow that Shit! deep down hide it lock it away along with my Heart so noone will know…how wonderful the feeling it is…my love. How overwhelming it can be I fall hard ..lol always have Got a thing for them…sorta a Softspot for Women. Been my downfall so far why couldnt she understand why doesnt she understand how crazy she made me…how i walk around with only a half a heart to give to the world now i must admit i am a bit Colder now, Distant i guess you cold say!…there was only One rule never cheat! Men CHEAT Physically Women Emotionally so its all the say!…funny thing is i guess in a way this is me Screaming, venting to the stars…Im a Good Man ,and Ill be an even Better Father! thank you Tumblr! for everything :)
